Slow motion bug squish full#

I have been dealing with this thing for almost 9 months now I first felt symptoms in july 2018 then by sep 2018 nothing then I got pregnant my daughter was born february 10th 2020 and when she turned about 5 months old it all started again but got way worse very fast started out I felt as if something kind of work life all over my body it has a human like intelligence and is very smart and is very scary my husband thought I was going crazy then it started effective my baby girl everything I tried to nurse her she just keep pulling at her mouth as ig something wasbin it and chocking noise like spitting something out so she switched to bottle I couldn't feed her she did the same thing with baby food or any food at all I can eat I'm in pain I've tried to explain everything I mean everything and now this thing is making my toes break out raw they itch that is beyond crazy it feels like a long worm like thing but it leaves these small scrunched up almost like hair or wire or scrunched piece of thread but its caused cos to take my baby girl right before Christmas they said I was hallucinating and now I am way worse I'm in 100% full pain 24/7 all I do is cry I'm scared I may die please someone help its urgent I can't live like this anymore I want to die if I have to live with all this crap and pain someone please help me and my family.